Sorry... SPN x dying-Reader

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Your eyes flicked open, staring up at the two boys huddled by you bed. They were faced away, talking to a doctor. Voices raised, but even so, you couldn't make out the words. Slowly, you slid your eyelids shut. You were just so tired...

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Pain registered everywhere in your body. You closed your eyes, feebly clutching the blankets to your chest, as if that could save you. Maybe, if you could gather the small comfort from this gesture, you could get the strength to win...but no comfort came from these thin blankets. It just reminded you that not only did you not have a home, but you were going to die, here, in this hospital. In this stupid hospital. You hated hospitals.

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A tiny ache ate its way through your body. It wasn't like the others. It was emotional. No mother to cry and arrange your favorite flowers in a bundle. No father to let slip a single tear and kiss your forehead. No family to cry in a huddle around your bed. No husband or boyfriend to whisper 'I love you' into your unhearing ears. Just you and the Winchesters, who would have to leave and continue their terrible lives. To them, you were just another terrible ache. You shut your eyes, drifting back to sleep.

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You flickered open your eyes, only to see a doctor shaking his head sadly. You eyes drooped closed.

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The white hurt your eyes. Everything was too bright. Too white. The smell of cleaning fluid invaded your noise. This was going to be the last thing you smelt, you realized. Cleaning fluid. Your eyes flickered shut again.

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You slid open you eyes, glancing up as a terribly loud noise invaded your ears. You wanted it to stop. To shut off. You saw Dean standing, waving his arms madly at the doctor. You couldn't keep your eyes open any longer. Slowly, your lips widened just enough to whisper out a croak. "S-sorry. I'm..I'm...sorry." Dean turned around, pure sadness burning inside them. "Please...hunters...burn..." You had to say it. "Hunters..funeral." You pushed all of your last strength into these words. You knew this would be your last. "Please. For..me. Burn...hunters funeral." You slumped back, not realizing your whole body had been tense while you struggled to say those words. Finally, your eyes slid shut again. You just wanted to sleep. You were so tired...

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So...tired...so very, very tired.


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